Tuesday, May 11, 2010
At a Standstill
I am waiting for a new beginning. As if I were sitting on this swing just waiting for someone to push me forward. I've tried pushing myself. I do everything your supposed to do, but nothing works. Now I just wait. My body seems to be working against me, but I know this future I have been praying for is waiting for me. I feel it in my bones, in my mind, but mostly in my heart.
It seems like everyone around me is starting their lives in the way I want to start mine. It seems so easy to get that swing moving, but nothing is as easy as it seems. The one thing that keeps me going is knowing that I am not alone. As I sit on this swing there is someone next to me, someone in my position, someone who has been sitting here longer than I have. Now I have someone to talk to while I wait. We will do this together.
Sorry for the cryptic post. Don't worry, I'm ok.